*Prod prod prod*

[This message has been edited by muppet_girl (edited 04-06-2004).]
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Originally posted by Nieci:
I should be back on my feet financially in a few weeks.

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That said, my medications are still getting fiddled with, so it'll be interesting (ha!) if/when I get another series of mood swings around hormone time. Maybe that's the other shoe... but until then I'm none the wiser :P

I'm feeling stressed lately; kind of down. I was poking around the "Depressed" thread and on Y@hoo Health and I'm guessing I'm depressed (it runs in my family) and should probably get off my butt and look into some sort of therapy.(It's funny you mentioned the hormonal thing Muppet; I'm noticing some correlation b/t these feelings and placebo week of pills). It's just making me so lazy, and my constant overthinking is making me (and I'm sure my sister and boy) crazy.

Life just seems so stagnant lately and $ issues are closing in this month. The boy said he'd help out, and I'm generally looking forward to the summer and cohabitation with him, but the "What ifs" are freaking me out more than him (there's a first).

Lis, it might be helpful to go talk w/ someone impartial. See what's covered under your insurance or on a sliding scale. Just to let you know, Temple U. offers counseling for $25/visit w/ a psychologist-in-training. I've had good luck w/ it so far. Might also look into your pill prescrip. One other scrip gave me PMS 2 weeks every month. It was hell...

As for me, tonight the boy's coming over plus I've got errands to run and things to marinate beforehand. I'm definitely staying in Philly for grad school next year, though that's still kind of hazy and not quite reality -- as is the possibility of moving to the city. I have no concept of neighborhoods and good spots, so I'll have to leech onto people who do...any offers?

k I thought it was just me with the mood swings and hormones I HATE pms with a passion. I feel like some whiny beeyotch comes and takes over my personality. I just stopped taking Lex@pro. I was on it for about a month and a half. My panic attacks have stopped, but I'm thinking that it's because I'm not under so much stress anymore.

My finances are still in bad shape, but getting to the point where I'm starting to get them under control. Not nearly as bad as they were. I get my car back in about 8 weeks. I cannot *wait*. Getting around has been a total PITA on one hand, but on the other, has been *very* helpful in keeping me away from places I shouldn't be going - like places where I will run into the ex. I've seen him out a few times, but I don't frequent those places anymore, so that's been really good. The times I've seen him, I've successfully ignored and continued on with my good times with friends. Yay for that

I'm really having trouble reading Boy Wonder. And omg I'm obsessing. I can't tell if he likes me *that* way, or just as a friend. I finally mustered up the courage to call him last night, and realized from his outgoing message that he's on vacation until Monday, which I'd forgotten. I left a msg saying so and that I hope he has a good time and to call when he gets back. If he doesn't call, I'm just going to go to my Thursday night hangout (which coincidentally is right across the street from his house, which is how we got to be friendly anyway) and hope he shows up. As a last resort, I'll get tipsy and maul him again

You know, Lis, maybe the cohabitation thing this summer will ease your mind some. I know you like to overanalyze (as do I) so maybe it'll be good for you

Muppet, I'm so happy for you with the new boy I don't really know of anywhere reasonably priced in the Philly area - I imagine it depends on your finances...If I could live in the city, it'd most def be in Olde City or Society Hill, but they're both pretty expensive...

Things just got weird last week. I got very insecure about the cohabitation, but I think b/c L started acting aloof again (of course he made it sound like it was all in MY head). Last Wednesday, he was moody. He mentioned that moving to FL came up again when talking to the ex (to be closer to the kids, get out of the city), and said he'd probably send down resumes to see what happens. WTF?! He got mad that it made me nervous, insisting it didn't change our plans and that I'm way too insecure. He picked a fight again later and sent me home when I got embarrassingly upset

Sorry to hear what's going on with you, Lis. Considering both him and the apt/finances, sounds like you need to regroup. Oh that I could be the good fairy and grant you a spa day! Footrubs for everyone!

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Originally posted by Lis:
He mentioned that moving to FL came up again when talking to the ex (to be closer to the kids, get out of the city), and said he'd probably send down resumes to see what happens. WTF?! He got mad that it made me nervous, insisting it didn't change our plans and that I'm way too insecure.

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We stayed at an old school near a parish (which I think is now a community center) in Bernalillo (sp?). We also visited the home of parishoners that lived on the Sandia and Santa Ana pueblos.

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Originally posted by Nieci:
He's so cute hee!

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ohhhh...i hope she shows up!

I would think photography would be allowed. I don't know if anybody had a camera on the haunted tour though (it might not be allowed there; it could be distracting to the actors). I don't see why they wouldn't allow it on the history tours. There website might have more detailed info.

Edited to add: OK, I know there's a website, but I can't find it. Hmmm... it's all over the radio during Halloween time but maybe I have the address wrong.

Edited to add that my tomatoes are angry about this too.

I sooo want a doggie. By the way, update on MG: I've decided to try to go to work FT and grad school PT in the fall, but it's not approved by everyone yet and I don't know how I'm going to handle all of it. Seems a little crazy to me. I've been vacillating like mad for the past few weeks.

And because it's been a while since I've bothered anyone about it, DIGSMEET?!?